(This is the final article in a series by Geoffrey, a pastor who received help from Care for Pastors.)
God had called me and I knew that I had to serve Him. It was hard….I did not, and still struggle with feelings of being unworthy of this calling, but God sent another man who affirmed and still affirms to me on a weekly basis that I am indeed, worthy. His name is Pastor Ron Cook. Ron is the president of Care for Pastors. He knows everything about me. I poured my heart out to him and he does know all of the details….and he still says, “You are worthy.” I’m not worthy because he says I am, and I’m certainly not worthy because of anything I have done or haven’t done. I trip, stumble and sin every single day, but the blood of Jesus Christ covers me and washes me clean. I went through intensive restoration with Ron and to this day, I still call him when I need advice, guidance or Godly counsel. His wife, Rodetta is a Godsend too. She is there for Heather and because of their patience and love, we are a happy family and our children are finally in a home that they deserve. If you are considering seeking help from Care for Pastors, or God is placing a burden on your heart to partner financially with this ministry, DO IT! I don’t know where we would be without it.
Heather and I are now back in ministry on a part-time basis and we are taking it very slowly –one day at a time. We are happy, in love and on fire for God. Our children are amazing, vibrant and growing in the Lord. To everyone that I hurt along the way and to those who I let down by my rebellion and stupidity, please accept my apology. I am sorry. But, rest soundly knowing that God has His hand on me and on my family. He has redeemed me, restored me and has placed my feet on solid ground. I have finally grown up and am moving forward. Some people will never be able to forgive and let go– and to you I simply say, let God work. Let Him show you what I am capable of in Him. Please don’t try to hinder the path that He has us on. This is real. Pray for us and love us.
Heather and I now focus on one another, our children and most importantly on God…and now we wait on Him. He’s not finished with us yet. In fact, I am certain that this is only the beginning!
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